Deal With It

I often ask myself this, why did I choose to let anyone in and hurt me. Why did I ever gave them the chance to prick needles through my skin. I have my own decisions, don’t I? And yet I am still being so naive to think those people actually thought about my feelings. I’m living my life now doubting myself, living in many different world trying to accomodate with different people. Everybody wear masks but the mask I am putting on everyday worns me out. They just don’t know how much it kills me to be living this life, don’t they? So don’t ever ask if I am myself because I bet my life that I will never ever figure out who am I. People often see the side you show them, and I am lucky that they believed me.
 

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So sick

I can’t even deal, it’s just too much to take and I can’t seems to get over it. Shit just happen to me every single time. I’m just so sick and tired.

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Dose Of Reality

“I’m not the same person I was before.
I’ve had my taste of corruption. I’ve felt disappointment.
And seen the one I care for be happier with another. So maybe my eyes don’t glisten anymore, and maybe my smile doesn’t shine as bright as it use to. I’m still me, just with a dose of reality.”

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Red Dot

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Stay With Me

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This somehow sums up the feeling I get every now and then.

Stop before it hurts

I need to stop letting emotions get hold of me

It’s hard, nobody said it’s gonna easy anyway

Why make things so hard to take

Am I that manipulative

Why am I always feeling so alone

I need to think straight but I can’t

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One Day

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